Just Not Sure

I am just not sure how much longer I can keep doing this. Failed cycle after failed cycle. I have had, roughly, 6 people tell me this month that they are pregnant or their wife is pregnant. It's just everywhere and I cannot escape this.

We are on a forced break - I have been on DHEA for 3 weeks now. My DHEA level was at 99 before taking it and had a retest on Friday... hopefully it goes up.

My last AF was awesome though. I really think my Acupuncturist has done something... for the last 18 months, after going off b/c, my periods have been really light and only last 2/3 days. They were so light I could get away with wearing just pantyliners. Two cycles ago, it was much better and this last cycle was back to normal. It lasted longer and was much heavier. I take this to be a good sign.

We tried naturally this month and now have 1w to go - I am not feeling it ... but I guess I can hope? We are going to try IVF in the new year ... If that fails, I really dont know what I will do, if I can go on.